Disney Oopsies and Reviews

Looking back to before our trip, I tried to prepare for it...and Isaac's needs too. I forgot shirts, I didn't pack enough juice, and it still came out wonderful. Do I think I over thought? Over planned? Over did it? No. When it comes to taking little ones to Disney, especially for as long as we did, it needs to be planned out. Almost by the hour. As my mom said though, you just have to roll with any punches that come your way. Like D getting sick. Thankfully we didn't fly and didn't lose the day and had the opportunity to stay another day.
Some new things that I absolutely love...magic bands. You get used to them after about a day and a half, link your credit card up...and other than diapers and extra clothes we didn't need to carry tons of crap. Like wallets. If I had actually read the stuff I could've linked our photopass thing to it. You have to have a pin, and can regulate if the kids can charge anything on it, so if you lose it, no one can rack up tons of bills or use your dining plan unless they know your pin.
Fast pass plus. Wonderful for reasons of can plan your day out. Example: Hollywood studios.... get fast pass of tower of terror at 10 (months in advance) get there are 9 and book it for rockin roller coaster. You'll be right there for when you get off for your fast pass at Tower. Always, Always always get fast pass for Toy Story Mania. That line is beyond scary. First thing in the morning, stand by line is 40 min. By afternoon it's 120 min. No joke.
Bad news on fast pass plus, and regrettably I had an argument with cast member over this...when setting them up on internet (or there in the park on ipads) you can only pick 3 per day. (NOT PER PARK. 3 PER DAY EVEN IF PARK HOPPING). Now, since people still actually had paper tickets (keycards) and could get paper fast passes, I was livid. They could still get an new fast pass ever hour and half. So if they planned their day right they could get up to 5 or 6. Hence the "not so nice" conversation I had with cast member. Another downside we really only came to in HS and not another park...they now have the rides to choose from on Fast Pass in categories. That's right... if you fast pass Toy Story you can't fast pass Rockin Roller coaster in the same day...but you can do Toy Story and Tower of Terror in same day. Choose wisely my friends if you only have one day at a park. There were times when Tower's line was only 20 min, so not bad at all. You cannot get another fastpass signup even once you use one. Boo.
All in all, even though it was really expensive and rough on the little ones...we had just the right amount of time on this trip. I really don't know if I could try to go for under 10 days if we were taking the kids. We really do have to plan to do a big kid thing, then a little kid thing, and then every once in a while we did a mommy thing. Too bad I'm too old for the Bibbity Boppity Boutique...cause I sure would have gone.
Photopass plus. Just do it. Wonderful photos, we are all in them, they are almost everywhere. Wait times for taking pics is about 2 min or none (not including Osbourne Light photos...sheesh!)
Guests with disabilities...like autism: if they are young...get the red tag for the stroller. Saved us more than once. Isaac does not like being still or rather not moving. Waiting in the character lines or trying to hold 37 lbs of non stop wiggling for shows is frustrating, painful, and will downright drive you nuts. With the stroller is wheelchair tag we were able to keep him in the stroller til the last min or for the entire show when strollers normally aren't allowed. We did not use this for Landon's stroller. We parked his for everything and he walked like every normal child. The first 2 times, we parked Isaac's stroller and put him in the monkey harness....we learned really quick this is a bad idea. I just wish that one of us could've stayed in the line while the other pushed isaac around then came to the exit when it was our turn. He still wasn't too happy in the stroller, with it not moving, but it was better than him being out. I don't know why Disney couldn't do this. After all, we'd be waiting our turn in line, just like everyone else...only the stroller wouldn't have to go through the line too. Happier Isaac. We did the best we could, and it worked out cause he loved the characters! Best bet of all...character dining. For our next trip, all character dining I can plan or we can pay for in addition to the dining plan...so we won't have to stand in the lines for those characters and we can plan on only going to see those who we can't see in character dining. Also...Garden Grill wouldn't let me seat all of us together...only one that wouldn't...so no more of that place. Chip and Dale have the shortest lines of all in the parks, especially Epcot.
After going twice during the Christmas Holiday season, and once getting to go to the Very Merry Christmas Party, I am not sure I can quite bring myself to plan to take the kids any other time of the year. It is absolutely fabulous. I'm sure Disney is always magical, but y'all....absolutely amazing. The scents, the seasonal snacks...oh my. And the Very Merry Christmas Party is worth it. The crowd is not that much thinner than normal...the parade is scent/sight/sound overload on the best level possible. I cried. Now, for my little man who loves Toy Story...the dancing with Woody and Jessie were the best. They have Woody's dance party during the Christmas party. There are at any given time about 20 little ones in there dancing with them and they make sure to get to everybody. And Landon danced with Jessie for a while! He loved it! Woody tried to get him to dance with him, but Landon needed to warm up first. Woody is larger than life too. In our pics on FB you can see just how tall Woody is...his hip is as tall as D's shoulder. So he talks more now about getting to dance with Jessie. :)

Although I'm wanting D and me to go for the Not so scary Halloween party, as I love the Villians, I do think in 2 years it's back at Christmas time!

Disney really can be magical!

We've been back from our trip for almost 2 weeks, and I already miss Disney terribly! We had such a great time, I cried on the way home. Total we were gone for 13 days, 3 total days traveling, 2 half days at Downtown Disney (One down day unplanned, for D got sick again on this trip), 2 days at Magic Kingdom, 1 night at the Very Merry Christmas Party, 2 days at Epcot, 1 day at Animal Kingdom, and 3 days at Hollywood Studios! The trip was a bit too long for Landon and Isaac, but they held on like champs! I think B was getting antsy to get back home too. D and I could've stayed another week!
It was hard on Isaac, being the one who needs his schedule and he is not really a fan of taking naps and falling asleep in the stroller. When we took Landon 2 years ago, he would sleep just fine in the stroller, but as every child is different Isaac didn't take to this very well. Despite short naps, he did great on going to sleep late and being a happy baby when we woke him up early! He loved meeting all the characters, except when eating...which is the easiest for us to meet them (Dining with characters).
Landon had a great time! He was so excited, he loved dancing for all the characters! He loved the rides (except for the "elemater" or better known as Tower of Terror!). He loved the lights, he loved the parades. He wasn't too sure about the shows though. Isaac...would fall asleep during these loud, flashy, wonderful shows. Note for next trip...schedule in shows when it's naptime!! Landon actually did great, even when he didn't get naps in!
We had a few issues with B on the trip, which is why we finally told him that when we got home he wouldn't get Christmas til Sunday after. It was either not listening, or hurting his sister. I'm over that. At one point, D and I wished we had the money to hire a sitter and make him stay at the hotel. But, as broke as we always are...we couldn't. So we decided to put him back on his medicine. Grrrrr. We either get out of control, not listening B, or we get zombie B. You can see in the pics when he had his medicine if you really look. Tired looking, sullen, not really caring B. And he doesn't eat. So we only gave it to him for 2 days. He loved the rides, loved meeting Pluto, Goofy and Buzz.
Jessica, she loved it all I think :) She was in chicken tender heaven, considering it seems like that's all she ate! She loved meeting the characters...especially stitch. She loved the rides! Since this was her year to actually be able to get on them...she went on all the rides and seemed so happy! She and B both helped out alot with the little ones as far as taking them potty or watching them while we did, and they also pushed the strollers alot! Synchronized stroller dancing was even created at the resort!!
Like I said, D did end up getting sick for about half a day, so we had to wiggle in some down time for him. After that, he seemed to have a great time too! As soon as he found that Sorcerer hat, we knew he had to have it! He wore it most of the time on the trip and it really brings out the kid in him!
We decided our next trip to Disney would be just us. We love taking the kids, and we love seeing the joy and wonder of the magic on their faces! While we did manage to fit "most" of the things you can do in on this trip...there are a few left. And in 2 years we plan on taking everyone back! I am shooting for my birthday this year for just me and D to go. I think everyone, even with kids, needs to go to Disney as an adult, without kids. 3 days, 4 days...whatever you can swing. Just GO! I am planning on about a week. D already said that we should just plan on a down day for him to get sick. So, we'll build in some time for that. D says "we'll see" for my bday, but I'm just planning it!
I'll do some more blogs about the changes we had going on...like the magic band stuff... but for now...I'm going to plan!

Dreaming of Disney...

As most of you know we are leaving very soon for Disney World. **Giggle** I am in full on panic mode. What if I forget something...something important...like diapers, or tickets?!?!? I have checked and rechecked lists and written notes in the packing lists and all kinds of "ok....yeah I did pack that...right?!?!" to myself...out loud. I'm going bonkers! It hasn't really helped that between D being in Nashville, and then at work here with all the "ice" crap, I have been doing almost everything myself. I miss D terribly. When he finally got home last night, he went right to sleep. My poor hubby. Think he needs a vacation more than anybody! And even with him being gone more than him being home this past week, he still found time to record Modern Marvels, Disney World Tech for me as a surprise! In my world...that's romance and love right there. ;)
So, I'm sitting here watching it, blogging, and waiting on the washer, dryer, and dog treat dough to beep at me that something is done and I can move my rear to more packing! Y'all... in Cinderella's castle there are more than 300,000 hand laid tiles..just in the walkway! HAND LAID. If I could whistle, I would. ( Yes, I really cannot whistle, I've tried many different ways)
The big kids are really big into Disney pin trading, so for an additional present we got them each 20 pins (used and cheap in comparison to retail/new prices) to be able to trade when we get there. We got Landon 10...even though it will be a good social thing for him we're hoping he warms up to it too. If not, he'll probably just love having them and being like his Sissy and Bubby!
I wish my mom would go with us. She said she wouldn't go to Disney if we paid her...I just don't think she's gone with the right people! Or at the right time! But, maybe in a few years....I'll start working on her so maybe she'll go with us next time!
The Christmas cards are all addressed and ready to go, so as soon as we get back I can just send the pics to print, pick them up, shove them in the envelopes...make Jessica lick and close them, and stick in mailbox! Some might be a little late, but I'm hoping most will make it! Don't think it's not coming if I have your address, it is!
I'm still praying every day, sometimes multiple times a day, for the kids to be healthy. This is our family vacation, but it's also their Christmas present. Landon and Isaac don't really understand too much, but the big kids know that this is their present. I think most people put alot on vacation expectations, and most people put on huge expectations for Disney. It feels like I have soooo much riding on this one. Family vacation, Disney family vacation, hopefully Jessica's Disney vacation when she can ride rides and not be in wheelchair, not knowing when next vacation is since we have a whirlwind coming up with Isaac, D needing a vacation, and overall....IT'S DISNEY!!!
Seriously...we're like the Griswold's...only plus 2 more kids. I swear. I think when we are all loaded up in the truck and out of Memphis I will finally take a deep breath!
I was going to go get my phone fixed today, but ran out of time. I will be posting pics on facebook when we take them with my phone, or I'll make Jess or D. Sometimes my phone takes great pics, sometimes it fails. We'll see what happens! Landon knows we are going to Mickey Mouse's house (that's what we're telling him) but I don't think he remembers, so I can't wait to see his face when we go! Less than 48 hours...less than 48 hours...less than 48 hours... :)

Manic Monday

Week from today we leave for Disney!!! 7 days!!!! I've already started packing the little ones stuff, and packing random stuff (cameras, phone chargers, tickets, bands etc.). I cannot freaking wait!!!
We had Isaac's first speech therapy appointment today, or evaluation. They are going to want him to come 2 times a week. She estimated (we'll get the full written report in the next week or two) that his receptive communication is at 12 months old. She estimated his expressive communication at 6 months old. Now, when your child is 25 months old...it sounds bad. So...whatever they recommend, we'll do.
I have been doing so much lately, I am so ready for vacation!!! 7 days!! We've got Carol and Jack's Christmas Happy Hour on Friday...which is also Eli's birthday. Thankfully, his party is Sunday and we will be here for that!
I am not looking forward to this possible ice. For anyone who read the earlier blog, when it does that...hubby has to go to work and pretty much not come home until it's melting. Well, I'm not too happy about not having him here that much this week, due to meetings anyway...but now I'll be missing him to work for ice. IT NEEDS TO  BE OUTTA HERE BEFORE MONDAY PLEASE...I HAVE TO LEAVE FOR DISNEY!!!!
So...since he's working late tonight, I'll be doing laundry and cleaning, and catching up on Long Island Medium and Hotel Impossible.
Then...I'll be digging through the big kids' closets and packing their clothes too! I am so ready...so ready to go.
I know, I know...I'm rambling, but that's how scattered my brain is lately trying to get everything together for this trip, and trying to set up Isaac's appointments. We have someone from TEIS (Tennessee Early Intervention Services) coming Wed afternoon to evaluate Isaac here. We'll see how that goes. It has been, mentally at least, a manic Monday for me. How was your Monday?!

Black Friday thoughts...

As Thanksgiving is tomorrow, and I will be warm and cozy at Momma's for dinner (I will only be able to hang out at Carol's for a while and won't be able to stay for lunch) and hanging out with my awesome family...I will be thinking about Black Friday. For many mixed feelings and reasons. Last year I was blessed enough to be able to finish dinner and hang out for a while before needing to head up to Walmart to catch their deal on Ipad for Jess. This year, since we have the giant money sucking trip coming up, I will not be participating in Black Friday. I am sad I won't be because again Walmart, and even Best Buy have some super awesome deals. For those with kids old enough to tell you what they want...and nothing else will do basically, the final price (either by discount or gift card bonus) of $199 for an Ipad mini is too good. Sale starts at 6pm? What in the hell were they thinking on that. Unfortunately, if it wasn't a trip year, I would find a way to be that shitty daughter who didn't come to Thanksgiving dinner and be in line for that.

Sad, yes. I think that it is horrible that companies would start sales that early. As a broke mom of 4, looking down the long tunnel of therapies and years of brokeness (heh...that sounds funny) I would sooooo be in that line to try to get my kids something they truly wanted and make them happy. As always, we have budgets for each kid, and if I can get it used...I do. I know Jess and B would be freaking ecstatic if I could pull that off. I am sad that I can't try to get in that deal for them ( I sooooo would take over her Ipad....) and get them the minis. Maybe looking towards next year, when I do get to participate in Black Friday, and can grab some deals there will be one as good...and not so dang early on Thursday. I'm also super upset with Old Navy this year...last year I was able to grab so many clothes for D and Jess on super sale...and this year cause of their million dollar give away...their deals suck. Totally suck. Since running across the Kroger parking lot and having my jeans fall completely down..I am in a position to need new jeans... and unlike last year, they're only going to be 50 percent off. Now...under everyday circumstances...that rocks..on Black Friday...not so much. No doorbusters (other than the million dollar thing) no staggering deals, nada. Just 50 percent across the board. Boooo I tell you. Give me a better reason to be at your store in the middle of the night freezing my rear off in jeans that are too big and may fall down any minute! Oh wait...that's right..y'all are starting at like 7 on Thursday too. Boo again. So..maybe they should all drop the term Black Friday in general...maybe call it...You really don't need time with your fam Thursday?! Like I titled this post, I am both sad I can't catch any deals this year (some needed, others just wished for) and relieved that I'll be at momma's trying not to scare the nephew. He is scared to death of me... but that's ok...D already made the pumpkin pies! OOOOOOoooooo I can almost taste it now...and might...if he doesn't move them in the fridge.....

Tis the season to be baking!

As my oven is now acting better (thank you internet for reset tips and tricks) D and I are in full baking/cooking mode! I love LOVE love it! I absolutely love watching him cook (or grill) and most of the time don't even mind cleaning up the disaster he creates in the kitchen when he does! This year, as always, he will be smoking the turkey for his parents house, and I get to roast (bake, whatever you want to call it) the turkey for mom's house. I did this for the first time last year, and it worked out pretty good so doing it again. Makes me so happy to actually be able to help mom with Thanksgiving dinner!
D and I really love to cook and bake stuff. Over the years I have realized some things that aren't my friend (crescent rolls, or trying to roll them and cut them cute)...as well as homemade cookies. Alot of people mention to D that he should have learned how to make homemade biscuits from his Dad, and I'm sure it has to hit a nerve. He probably thought he had more time to, and so I have been trying to get written down all of the things that my mom makes that I can't find recipes for, or she makes a different way...stuff like that. I have about 4 of 20 right now.
We love watching Food Network. Love it. We watch something, want to make it, and it normally falls between the 2 of us. Either we know that's for D or me, as we are better at different things. When it comes right down to it, we haven't tried alot of them just for money reasons...but still making a list is still fun!
Some of my favorites are Triple D (Diners, Drive Ins, and Dives) and any live shows. I am absolutely a fan of Restaurant Impossible, and Iron Chef when I can catch it. D and I both love Good Eats. Sometimes they show it on Food, but alot of the episodes we can record are on Cooking.
In my quest for recipes to try and file away for better money days, I was watching Triple D and they had the Memphis BBQ tour (focused more on where locals go) and I was super excited! Watched it, and in it was featured Cozy Corner... now I have not personally ever been there, and cannot say it is on my list anytime soon (being broke and all) BUT this little lady of fire was cooking and saying something about the chicken.. I had to rewind. She told Guy, you cook it til it's done. Now when I watch these shows they always tend to give a round about time. Not this feisty lady. And I mean that in the best terms possible. She sounded JUST LIKE MY MOM!!! If I'm trying to get a recipe, ANY RECIPE, from my mom it always ends with cook until it's done!!!!! This is too funny to me, because if I'm cooking it for the first time...I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN IT'S DONE!!!  I had to rewind that about 3 times, I was laughing so hard and to the point of tears!!!
I honestly thought before watching this...only my mom...then she said it...anybody else's mom do this?!?!
Well, time for me to get back to chores and baking. This year, the furbabies in my life are getting homemade doggie treats! Got about 12 recipes off the internet, tried 2, one came out fantastic! Owen and Cj are super happy about them, and the other...kinda flopped. Time to try out some others! Happy Monday everyone!

Isaac's neurologist visit....

Isaac had his visit today with the pediatric neurologist. Here's what we got:
Diagnosis 1: Sensory Integration Dysfunction
Diagnosis 2: Autism

If you google Sensory Integration Dysfunction..it corrects to Sensory Processing Disorder.
Apparently, Sensory Processing Disorder is NOT an Autism Spectrum Disorder. It's a disorder all on it's own.

What we have next:
~Speech Therapy: Starts Dec 2 at Germantown Language
~Appt with Psychologist
~Occupational Therapy, the in a hurry lady at Methodist Germantown told me to just fax that prescription over. Didn't want name,number or anything. This leads me to believe we'll be added to a wait list. This would be for Sensory Processing Disorder.
~ABA Therapy, or Applied Behavioral Analysis Therapy. Since this is covered by the mental part of the our insurance, not the standard like everything else, I have to call back in the morning and find out where he can go for this. And I do anticipate some kind of wait list for that too.

That's 3 different places for 3 different therapies. My wallet just cried, as I'm sure I will later.

I have read through some sites already, and am thoroughly overwhelmed at what I, in all honesty, need to know like right now. I'm extremely tired today and will just have to stop and try to do some more reading tomorrow, maybe. Sounds bad I know, but I have read a few things to try to prepare me some for how Isaac may react or do at Disney. Could be no big deal, or he could be so overwhelmed by all the people, sights, sounds and smells that he might not eat. I've also read a post or two tonight about how even with all of the senses on complete overload, children with autism have actual had miracles happen at Disney...like saying a first word. I would sob instantly if Isaac actually spoke a word. One word. It could even be "Daddy" ;) I don't plan on changing our schedule at Disney, even after today. I do however plan on taking extra things, like a big blanket that covers most of the stroller to block everything out if he gets overwhelmed, and tons of oatmeal creme pies. His favorite.

What I don't know:
~How often/frequency of any of the above mentioned therapies. Twice a week? Once a week? Every other week? Who knows. No one is giving clues.
~If he falls under high functioning, middle functioning, or low functioning. I'm hoping that the psychologist can help out with this one.
~How we're going to pay for all these appointments, one timers, or reoccurring.
~Potty training. It does not appear that Isaac will be potty training anytime soon. We were just advised by his pediatrician to not even think about it right now. Good thing I just found out that Pampers makes a size 7. It could happen in a few months...might be a year or two or ...
~How D is doing with all of this news? I don't know. He won't really talk to me about it. At all. Yeah, yeah, he doesn't talk most of the time anyway to most people, but with me it's different. When I start to talk about it, he changes the subject or doesn't say anything, or I don't know what. He's processing I guess ;)

At this point I am taking it one appt at a time, and will be doing more reading, or research if you want to call it that, as I get a few minutes. In the meantime, I will be preparing and packing to take my Autistic, fabulous, sensory issue, cute as all get out, chunky, curly haired, looks just like daddy, and full of life little man to Disney...to see his favorite...MICKEY MOUSE! 17 days. Yay!!

Christmas Cards!

The past few years, we haven't been able to send out Christmas cards. We've been focusing mostly on Santa presents and gifts we are giving. This year, even though it's tight, I'm finally able to get back into sending cards. I love sending cards. Must get that from my mom! We receive lots of cards, all types of cards, from friends and family. Most of the are the ones with the pics attached, but this year I'm going to have to separate them. While the pic ones are super convenient, I'll be filling out the cards, address and notes in the next few days and then stuffing with pics as soon as we get back. I realize that the cards..may make it by Christmas and may not, I'm just super excited to be able to send them out this year!!! I've already begged mom for her address book, and need to get my hands on Carol's too...whenever she's not doing something or out of town! It makes me smile when the princess comes in and says that we got a Christmas card and asks if she can open it. In the days of email, fb, imessage, facetime, etc...she still gets so excited about "snail mail" and loves cards too! Must be a family thing...one that I love to pieces. So please everyone, send me, text me email me whatever you want, your address! This is one of those super bright spots in the holiday "rush" or "stress" that I love to do! Sit down, and write to friends and family, pick out the (not lucky enough to be professional ;) pics and stuff the cards. Please please please send me address! I can't find any that I don't have stored in my brain! Thanks!

A letter to vent. No positives in this one.

I wish you were here, so I could yell all of this in your face. At the top of my lungs. But you're not. Why? You're in jail. Again. For who knows how long. There are so many things, but let me start with this: It's really NOT that hard to stay OUT OF JAIL. Really. It's not. Wasn't you this time? Was you this time? Don't care. No excuses. It's not hard to stay out of jail. It's really not. I had to go and tell the big kids tonight that they can't see you this Thanksgiving because....you're in jail. No one knows if you'll be out by Thanksgiving, and I would be no where in my right mind even if you did get out to let them come stay with you. Not that apparently they were coming anyway. If you honestly think that the total you have paid in child support, a WHOPPING $12 per WEEK THIS YEAR TO DATE, is enough....then wow. Even after I told you how much to come up with...and even that added up to $36 a WEEK this YEAR TO DATE, you still couldn't do it. I talked to your mom today (apparently since I know you are in jail). You put her through so much. She seemed so surprised at the small amount you had given me since I told you pay this much in this many weeks, which shouldn't have been too hard...since you've been "working" since the end of August. If your mom is surprised at this amount....then why haven't I been getting anything in weeks? Possession of a CDS. Yeah, this chick had to look that up. Controlled Dangerous Substance. Class 3 huh? Like I mentioned earlier, yours not yours. DO. NOT. CARE. You're in jail, he's in jail. Whoever or both did wrong, and the other is stupid for being around the wrong, or you're both idiots. IT'S REALLY NOT THAT HARD TO STAY OUT OF JAIL. As I want to say that your kids need you, at this point no they don't. They don't need to hear any excuses you may throw at them. TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANY AND ALL ACTIONS THAT LAND YOU IN JAIL. Yes, I told them. I'm not sugar coating anything, anymore. I'm not telling them Dad said he'd send money...when the odds are way stacked against that. I'm not giving them hope that they'll see you anytime soon (unless supervised by me and D both). NO EXCUSES. IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO STAY OUT OF JAIL. Maybe if I keep repeating that, like you are really ever going to get to read this, it might sink in. Wait, am I actually trying to still change you? Ha. Forgot myself for a moment. How dare you put me in this position to have to tell the kids?! How dare you make me get this information from your mom? Oh yea...YOU'RE IN JAIL...IN NEW JERSEY.. How dare you put this emotional crap on Jessica and Brandon?!?!?! You really think they are proud of their dad being put in jail?! Yeah...cause that's something they are going to go to school and brag about.... HOW DARE YOU?! You say you are a "grown ass man", well then act like it!!!!! Act like someone who knows what's right and what is wrong! Act like a decent dad, who helps his kids out!! And can manage to 1. not break any laws  and 2. stays out of jail! I will pray for you, cause at this point I've got nothing else. I am also going to pray that until you get your life together...I mean really really really really together....you find the words, WITHOUT EXCUSES, to apologize to Jessica and Brandon.
While this blog has helped calm me down, it has also made me realize how the kids may feel embarrased by their dad right now, and sad that he's done something to be in jail. I am not posting this link to fb, but am keeping the blog post up, until my anger has died down. May take a while, I don't know. I feel horrible for my big kids right now, and I don't know what to do for them except love them and give them some space to process it on their own. Always answering any question they had about what I know, and always trying to give them enough love to not feel that void of their dad. I try, knowing it's not the same, not being able to change that...but I'm too tired to keep up false hope and saying maybe.

I finished something!! Yay!!!

Lately everything has been seeming to be seriously rushed, and it seems as though I have so many things half done or almost done. And you would think something as simple as putting up the Christmas tree would be one of those things you can just "get done". Nope. Not this chick! I do believe that right now I have about 3 to 4 different projects going on that I am desperate to finish!!! Here's the list:
1. Bows. I have made a sh*tload of bows it seems lately, and I still have about 4 more rolls of ribbon to do as well as Christmas ones. Need to really get on that.
2. April's diaper cake. (Can't finish that til find that perfect topper at Disney!)
3. Packing for this trip. (Can't finish that either, obvious reasons!) But having all the luggage in my room cause there is already some stuff in them doesn't help much. I'm ready to go!!
4. Touch up paint in the kitchen. For some lovely reason, the table is sticking to the wall peeling off paint. As before, it's taking 5, 6 or maybe even 7 coats. I'm on coat 3.
5. Putting up the Christmas tree. I started this, in what I thought was plenty of time before the kids got home from MDO, and it turns out that even with 3 new sets of lights, I am short one. Y'all! My fake tree didn't GROW over the past year!! How did this happen!!! I replaced 3 bad sets, with 3 new sets...and am still short!!! So there the poor thing sits...no ornaments, just waiting, not lit all the way to the top. Lights were bought tonight, so after the Lego awesomeness tomorrow hopefully it'll come together!
6. Shopping for Mr. E's first birthday. I have been to several stores, and it seems that none other will do for my first nephew. Disney store look out. That's my big Sunday project. After being at the mall...I'll need the rest of the day off. Seriously. And I'm only going to the one store.

As the title of the blog says, I did finally FINALLY finish something! The teacher gifts for Christmas. Since we'll be leaving early I wanted to go ahead and get these done.
TaDa!

 

 

I am not quite sure what I'm more excited about with these!! The fact that I did something new to me, the fact that I finished something, that I did something "craftsy", or that I have a SET for all 12 teachers. That's right, 12 sets, 24 jars, and comes out to about $2 a piece to make! I did have some ribbon I was going to use instead of the yarn, but at the time all that yarn was just hanging out on my counter. Thanks Carol! So maybe for an idea to sell the stuff would be a pretty ribbon and maybe cover the lid. Could still probably do it for just under $3 a jar! And these smell sooooo goood too!

Coming up tomorrow: How my princess did with the robot!!



Stress and Legos. Yep.

The past few days I have felt so much stress it is almost unreal. Fever blister- I hate you. But, yesterday Ann came by for lunch (awesome!) and we got to talk for a while. It was great! Note to self: Make more time for friends (New Year's resolution idea?!)

D has been gone the past day or so to Nashville (boo, I missed him so much) for workshops and crap for his move over to maintenance. Y'all, it is becoming apparent that when it is likely to snow and/or ice...I will not be seeing my husband for large amounts of time. He is to be at work, if not already, 2 to 3 hours before it comes/happens, and cannot leave until it is DRYING. I repeat, DRYING. Hours, days...whatever. DRYING. My poor hubby. And it looks like he might be in for more travel to Nashville. He's not wanting to tell me that...kinda have to pry it out of him. I am really really starting to feel bad for him. Come on vacation! We need family time!!!

 Jessica has been staying after school for WEEKS. She and a few other kids are working on a Lego robot that has to do stuff. Specifically with the topic of Nature's Fury I believe. So, build a robot and program it to do stuff. I could not do that, ever. Pretty sure anyway. So my smart princess will be doing her First Lego League competition this Saturday at UofM in the university center. All day event! After juggling schedules and grandparents, we have it worked out that I can be there with her. I am so blessed. Sometimes I do not think that I get to spend as much time with her (or Landon) as I would like and being able to be there with her all day makes me a very happy mommy! I cannot wait to see what this thing can do!

In the meantime I am making up the sugar scrubs and scented bath salt mixes for gifts- making my kitchen smell wonderful! And with the boys going to school tomorrow, I will add the ribbons to them to finish the jars as well as decorate the house! With all the stress and things to do, buy, pack and plan, I certainly need some cheer. Up goes the tree and anything else I have time for!

29 days...29 days...

Under 30 day countdown. Time to start getting some stuff done. In between laundry and getting Brandon going on back up homework, last night and today I have been printing, ordering, and checking stuff for the trip. Ordered our Photopass +, and it was 20 cheaper than I thought. Thought it was 169, but if ordered 14 days before your trip it's only $149 and does include photos from some of the rides too! (Thanks Christy!!)
Got the shipping notice that packet is ready to ship out! Since we haven't driven, went on and started printing out maps/directions. Since we are staying at a non Disney hotel for 2 days, I had to print those, one from hotel to hotel, one from first hotel to MK for the VMCP, and one from first hotel to Downtown Disney. Also printed our fastpass+  times from both reservation pages. I'm seriously running out of ink. It also printed out all of our dining reservations. VMCP tickets have been printed off months ago. I am so ready to start packing some of the things I know we won't be needing until then, so I might get to that tonight. Luggage tags await! Funny, since Isaac is "Mickey's guest", or free, he didn't get a luggage tag. Boo. My Disney Experience said that our Magic Bands were customizable until tomorrow, so maybe those will ship out to us soon too. I'm a little worried that since our "package" doesn't start until 2 days after we're there, we might be cutting it close for getting them before we leave. O.o
I'm trying not to go into a panic, and I've already warned D that he might have to just go on and take off that Monday so I don't lose my mind. He just grinned and said we'll see. He tends to think it's funny when I'm in a frenzy, and he always jokes around with me more then which makes me laugh despite myself. Rock star hubby is he. Really.
Did the online check in for the hotel already, fast passes done, bands done, directions done, and starting to cross things off the shopping list. Scary, yet super exciting. I'm already getting that feeling that I'm forgetting something.....and we are no where near leaving. Guess it's just I'm ready to go! Like yesterday!!! Break time and Disney Dreaming over, back to B and his homework. Have a magical day!

 

Starbucks?

After much needed hair therapy, and a much needed meeting with counselors and teachers up at the school, I have fabulous hair and direction for Brandon. These teachers are being super awesome and caring when it comes to all things Brandon. The few I thought that were ignoring me, turns out that the school has not updated their email addresses. They weren't getting anything from me. That's what I get for assuming. They are just going to cut him off on the 9th, so his grade will be based on 12 out of 12 grades, not 24 out of 24. I think this is a fabulous idea. I also got basic schedules for him. I know he has certain things every week and I also got to clean out his locker. Good God. He has so much crap. And alot of it is homework/classwork he needed to turn in. Sad thing is, it's almost done. All of it. 75% done. Ah the joys of ADHD. So, while I need to organize him, his stuff, and all the back homework he will be working on this morning, my awesome hubby has run to Starbucks for me. Yep, husband of the century right there. Love that man. We have had Starbucks once. ONCE EVER. The other day we tried a Pumpkin Spiced Latte. I almost spit it all over Target's floor. EW. I love coffee, and love it even more super sweet. So, not sure if it's cause it was in Target or not, but that was gross. Really gross. He liked it. Double ew. So today, since I'm out of coffee creamer (boo) we checked the menu online, and I found something for me to try. White chocolate mocha.

 

While I try this, as soon as he gets back, I getting more and more excited. We normally can't afford anything like Starbucks, but I've always been super tempted to try it. Anyone who has seen me drink coffee knows I like it super dark and almost half coffee and half flavored coffee creamer. So I was almost at a loss on where to start. Didn't want it just going down the drain! OOOOOO he's back! Yay! So, to my Starbucks fans, what's your favorite?!?!? And how do you like the holiday ones? Gingerbread, etc?! Well, on to the homework sorting and Starbucks. Have a feeling I'll need alot of it today! 30 days. Down to 30 days!



Stay at home mom guilt? (April..it's your finished, and almost finished cakes.)

After losing my job a month or so back, I officially became the stay at home mom with no job. I sort of had a job, if you can call it that. Watched the most precious little girl all day and got to play with all the kids. After that ended, with the Disney trip coming up (33 days!) D and I decided we'll take this time to figure out what I'm going to do come Christmas, January and beyond as far as jobs go. Pretty much would have to be all weekend job, or all night job. Gotta be here to take care of the boys all day, since can't afford childcare for them. Yep, I'm not worth more than daycare expense for the boys in terms of employment. Meaning, we'd go in the hole if I were to do a Mon thru Fri. Yes, mom might be able to keep them a day or so, Carol a day or so, but it would wear them out pretty quick and well honestly Carol has so much stuff going on... that's not that reliable on a weekly basis. So, D and I have kicked ideas around...and after Saturday's new,  we talked again about what type of job for me to get and he said..."take Isaac to appointments". I just sighed and said "yeah". One one hand, count blessings and all, I don't have a job and can be there for them and him and all the appointments we can afford. On the other....the afford. How thin do I try to stretch myself to help D. He works his ass off. And I'm not helping (financially). Bad, bad guilt here. Side note: D has a new title at work, not an upgrade, not a downgrade, just linear. He is not going to be overseeing new construction, like the finish of 385 anymore. He is going to be "KING OF THE POT HOLES"! That's what I've been teasing him with. They are moving him from new construction to maintenance. Y'all he is not happy. They are doing it cause he rocks. His patience is all the time there and he never gets upset, yells, or anything. Overseeing maintenance (potholes, broken guardrails, signs, etc) and he is not happy. King of the Pot Holes, I love you!
I have some suggestions about cleaning houses, no one likes their houses cleaned at 8pm. Really. I am horrible at in-home parties. I can sell the stuff just fine, but it's the pushing someone who doesn't want to have a party to have one (getting out of your friends and family list). Mom has mentioned the diaper cakes...gonna give that a whirl I guess. There's not a huge market for it, and it's pretty large on etsy/ebay already so I'm not sure if I'm not a few years late on it. I've done them normally only for friends as gifts, never sold them. Something to think on though. I've done the full of stuff ones, 2 tiered, 3 tiered, and this time doing something different I made April's 4 tiered and simple. Minnie's not done. Gonna get a fabulous topper at Disney World, just for her! I'll post pics of them at the bottom. D wants to make more of these guitars and sell them. He's pushing me to go on and create an Etsy store so he can start selling them. He loves his and wants to keep making them. Got my hands on homemade sugar scrub and scented bath salt recipes...that's what's for Christmas. Started a batch today for presents and it needs some tweaking, but could sell that too I guess.
After reading April's fb post about her hair, made me really want to get my hair cut and colored. I went ahead and cancelled an at home lunch date with Ann, made plans with my Aunt Sallie at Juve, and justified the money to get it done to I deserve something for me too. So sometime tomorrow I'm going to go to see my aunt, and pay probably around 30- 40 dollars to have my hair done. Yep, cost. She's doing it for cost. I don't even want to imagine what she'd charge if I weren't her niece. Really scares me. So right after texting with her, I got horrible guilt over spending the money. HORRIBLE GUILT. Tried the justifying thing again. 1. Have only gotten my hair cut once (by any kind of trained professional, like super cuts) in over 3 years. 2. Have only gotten hair cut by real professional (my aunt, and only my aunt at cost) once in the past 5/6 years. For my brother's wedding. So that's twice I've had my haircut in 5/6 years, because I can't afford it, or other things were more important. Like gas. ;) So, not to be negative...but is it worth it? Should I even have guilt? As always, hair therapy can work miracles. And maybe that's just what I need right now to turn these past few days of blergh around. And hopefully Ann will forgive me! Never get to see that non facebooking chica anymore! Justified or no? Sell on Etsy or get a full nighttime/weekender and have no time with the hubby? Decisions, decisions. Guilt, and guilt. Sheesh. I love being at home with the kiddos. Love it. Love the little breaks too, but for the most part they are my entire life, along with laundry and I don't wish to change it. Just wish there was a good way to help D out, and not feel guilt over getting my hair done at the same time.

 

The first pic is April's cupcakes (some of them) They are onesies.

Second pic is  a 3 tiered cake, before final ribbon and decor.

Third pic is April's finished pink/yellow cake (her colors, and pacifiers in pink flowers)

     and her Minnie cake. Still looking for that perfect topper.

Fourth pic is a diaper cake I did a few years ago for Ms. Susan's soon to be arriving granddaughter. That's what I meant by all done up with stuff. Most of it is normal diaper bag necessities and things and lovey blankets/animals/teethers from specific Target baby wish lists. I love personalization!

What does everyone think of the cakes? Yes or no?
Here are the cakes I did for Eli.

Crazy Days...Caution Bad Language.

As the past hour or two sink in, the whole lecture from the school counselor and are ya trying to make me feel like a bad parent crap...I am thoroughly ready to cry. Yep. Guess I'm a bit stressed. It seems as though I can't find any "fidgets" or "tangle" toys in the immediate area, which are prevalent in autism toy websites. So, gotta pay shipping. Boo to you Toys R Us, Knowledge Tree and Target. Wasn't even checking Walmart.

They have the Melissa and Doug sound puzzles at Toys R Us, but at this time it is not quite in my budget. D still thinks I might be jumping guns on this, maternal instinct is saying nope. He wasn't there for his appt, I heard what she said. On it somewhere, not maybe on it. I'm not jumping shit. And his first speech therapy appt is Dec 2. Apparently Dr Levine is all booked up for Nov and possibly Dec on the autism spectrum evaluation.  But, reason for the blog: I have already done my "thanks" for this month, and just needed to spit out some positive before the negative overcame my brain.

Jessica's blog is hilarious. Knew it would be! I love reading it and wish I had some kind of app to ding my phone when she posts another. If you don't read it, START!

Planning: I feel so retarded, yet somewhat prepared, and always excited! I have planned out who is taking what bag on our trip, and what's going in it! Got a bag for snacks, bag for each kid, D too! Bag for diapers, toys, etc. I know which camera is going where and have realized...I don't have enough luggage tags! Why oh why does Disney only send one per person! Little people come with the most crap!! ;)

I actually got so mad today that I cleaned the kitchen floor. So, positive thoughts: MY KITCHEN FLOOR IS CLEAN!~  Yay!!

Bonus positive today: Carol out of town, so had to take the boys to school. But, my awesome Mom, SUPER NANA, said she could pick them up for me today! Super Nana to the rescue! AGAIN!

In three days, the Mickey's Very Merry Christmas Party will start! Whoo hoo! Our tickets are for Dec 10, but still it will be awesome to see all the new pics of it beforehand on the Disneyparksblog site. That site always makes me smile, and cakewrecks.com always makes me laugh. If you haven't been to it, go. It's hilarious.

I will leave a little happier than I came, thanks for stumbling along with this one! 34 days...34 days...34 days....

Isaac and Autism

Going into Isaac's 2 year old checkup this morning, I had my list (short ones) of things to ask his dr. Developmental ones. Most of those who are close to us know most of these things, such as my baby is 2 and doesn't talk. At all. Yes, he makes sounds. But no words. None. No momma, daddy, car, dog, cat, ball, go, sip, drink, bye. Not one word. He should be able to almost string two short words together and make a small sentence by this point. Nope. After voicing our concerns, I was asked to take a small survey on a piece of paper. No biggie. Took 3 minutes. 20 questions about my Isaac. So gave it back, dr came back and had over half circled. It was an autism question screening. Dr said that the circled answers didn't meet what should normally be the other answer. Ok. Next step is phone calls. I will be awaiting phone calls this week and maybe the next. First step up...speech therapy. This is a go. First call will be coming to set up speech therapy for Isaac. Next up, phone call to get appt with Dr Levine (sp?) who is an autism specialist for Memphis Children's Clinic. Dr. Levine will be the one to tell us WHERE Isaac is on the autism spectrum. That's what I was told by his regular dr. Not if he is on it, but where. After the assessment by Dr Levine, it was advised to me from his regular dr to get on the "extremely long" waiting list (dr's words not mine) for the Boling center downtown. Regular dr said this Dr. Levine might be able to pull a string or two to get him in line sooner rather than later, but who knows on that. I don't even know what it does.

As I try to process everything, all I can think of is...I see alot of appointments in our future. Neither thinking this in a good way or bad. Just more like..I need to be prepared for doctor/therapy appointment onslaught.

I told Dennis, sent a few texts out to family about it this morning after I got home, and am still just kind of overwhelmed with what I think I should be looking up. That prepared thing again. I have no clue what is in store for my baby with speech therapy. Or any other therapy he might get/have. I'm also dealing with D, and him not wanting to talk about it at all. Didn't even want to call his mom and tell her. So I sent her a text. He says he's not in denial, just processing it I guess but it doesn't help me that he's shut up completely. I'll leave him alone for now though. Everyone processes differently ;)

So, this afternoon we are going to go shopping (Halloween clearance and all!) and just hang out, not doing anything too special. Maybe after the little ones go to bed, I'll look some stuff up, just trying to get my head around it and what we may or may not be in store for. Not one to totally freak out, but I'm also not about to take his pacifier away like originally planned either. It's breaking, last one too, and we were about to throw it away and say no more....well...now....think we'll buy another set until I know more.

Hi ho, Hi ho, it's off to Target we go! (And Michael's...did I mention Halloween clearance?! I did, ok well...just saying!)

Successfull Halloween and Days of Thanks

Halloween was a huge success for us! I still haven't managed to get us all to go at the same time, but maybe I can figure something out by next year. Jess stayed home and gave out candy for 30 min while D, Carol (MuMu..that's right..pronounced Moo Moo), Big Jack and I took the boys around the short block trick or treating. Ooooo they loved it. Landon being the vocal child, did all the talking and the boys got lots of candy! Isaac was so good about holding his pumpkin and loved the walk! We just had to keep going...no stopping for that monster! When we got back, it was Jess and B's turn. I don't know where they went but hour later they came back super excited about all of their candy too! Yay! Happy kiddos!

As a few of my friends are doing on fb, posting something they are thankful for, one day at a time, I thought I might just flip out the list in one big chunk. I'm not all that great for remembering to do stuff like that, so here it goes! These are in no particular order, some serious, some might seem silly, but they are mine ;)

1. My hubby. Always.
2. My mom. Keeps me sane, mostly.
3. My daddy. Makes me laugh when he gets all mad.
4. My kiddos. All 4 of those beautiful, wild, silly babies.
5. My big family. Don't have as many members as D, but I wouldn't trade them.
6. My furbabies.
7. The air conditioning and the heat, lately both in the same day.
8. The in laws. Yep, I sure did luck out on that one.
9. My house. Love it. Needs some more lipstick, but love it.
10. The washer and dryer. Those get serious workouts every single day.
11. Indoor plumbing. No explanation necessary.
12. My cellphone. (Cracked screen and all)
13. Internet. Just makes life easier sometimes.
14. Disposable diapers and wipes.
15. My hair straightener...ok...Jessica's hair straightener.
16. Let's just group all personal hygiene products (soap, shampoo, toothpaste. etc.)  together, shall we!
17. Our cars. Paid for and momentarily working.
18. This wonderful Disney vacation. Disney or not, but YAY IT'S DISNEY, we needed a vacation all together for a long time coming.
19. Nap time. Mine or kids or both ;)
20. Friends. New, old, renewed, lifelong, since diapers, and even only on fb.
21. Yoga. Need to do more of it, and I'm working on it, but love it.
22. DVRs. Record, pause and fast forward. NO DON'T DELETE THAT!
23. Date nights. Few and far between for us, but we do get a few here and there.
24. Getting to hear the hubby play one of his guitars. Guilty pleasure here. He hardly ever does anymore :( but every once in a while I can catch it.
25. Chinese food. Mexican food. Chocolate. Italian food. American food. Fast food. :)
26. Lazy Sundays.
27. When I don't have to cook dinner or do dishes.
28. Chore time for the kids. Brandon + Swiffer sweeper = dog hair off of all hardwood floor in 20 seconds.
29. Drinks with caffeine. Coffee, Coke, Dr Pepper. Love.
30. Last but certainly not least, GOD.

Happy (Spooky) Halloween!

Since it is wonderfully nasty outside, pouring and wind howling and all, I am not too excited just yet about it being Halloween. Although we have candy for trick or treaters, and I was all for taking the 2 little ones to a few houses around ours for a bit, I'm feeling more like this right now:

If the weather dudes are right, the rain should be slacking off about 6, and I hope they are...Landon is too excited about trick or treating, but we will still have to deal with some wind. I can do that. Now that Landon is to the age where he starts to actually remember things more than a few days after they happen, I'm more and more wanting things to be super special. Yeah, Isaac isn't going to remember pooh. So, knowing that D can always get me out of a grumpy mood, I'm going to put on some music while cleaning today and realize we are going to have fun tonight, even if I have to hide our own candy around the house for them to find to make it special! And please let me not have to fish patio furniture out of the pool...PLEASE. CJ is even getting into the spirit. Love that dog. She's in there mooing. That's right, like a cow. MOOOOOOO. ;)

As I was going through Halloween pics to post on here, I realized I was having a super hard time finding just one. Then it hit me, and I got a song stuck in my head...and couldn't resist...so just who is your favorite Disney villain?

 

Are you ready?!?!?!?!

Happy Halloween everybody! Hope it's fabulous as ever!

 

 





Disney's Photopass Service, Yes or No?

As we get closer to the trip, something that we have never done is purchase the Disney Photopass CD/Package. Sure, we took some pics here and there with their photopass people, but we never bought any of the pics or anything. Here's the deal, you pay $169 and get a CD or immediate download of all of the pics that the photopass people took. Now, like I mentioned we only took a few with their photographers. From what I'm reading there are these pic takers all over the parks, some at popular character meet and greets, some character dining spots, and at front entrances of parks. You get a card, they scan it, and all your pics are in one place. The cards are free and pic taking is too. You have 14 days to look at your pics once the vacay is over and can decide to order CD/download, or can order individual pics at what I think are ridiculous prices. From what I'm also reading from other websites is that if you preorder, it's $169, but once vacay is over the price goes to $199? I can't confirm that quite yet. Either way...as a fam of 6, with 2 squirmy kids...is it worth it? To get us all in a pic, with one of our cameras, we would have to get the pic takers to take pic or two with their stuff, then ask for them to take one with our camera...are the odds in my favor that we'll be good for 2, 3, or maybe 4 clicks? And the CD will hold as many as we take. I'm not sure if my favorite Disney expert, April, has ever done this. I think she mentioned that Brandy did it once, but I've never asked her. Might be sending her a msg soon. But, all things considered....is it a good enough value? We'd still take cameras for parade pic taking and random pics. But would it be worth it just to not have to dig the camera out for every "magical moment" pic? I think D would say no, but as the person who is always out of the pic, I might be leaning more towards yes. As I look back on the trip from 2 years ago, out of the almost 300 pics, I believe I am in 4. Only 2 with the rest of the family, and 2 with D. Maybe there is a few more, maybe not. I'm not going back to counting. I hate Dennis's computer. Let me know what you think! I'm virtually on the fence on this one! And here's another pic just to make me giggle! Most of these photos I have borrowed from disneyparkblog.com. One of my fav reads lately!

Planning and Countdown to Disney

Our official countdown in 42 days. Whoo hoo! 42 days!! D and I have been planning this Disney trip officially since late January. The little kids aren't quite sure what that means, and Landon knows we are going to go see Mickey at his house, but is otherwise clueless. We told the big kids a few weeks back. We were trying to keep it a super secret and not tell them until the day we left: have them open a Christmas present early, have it be something Disney, then tell them to go pack their stuff we were leaving in about 2 hours. Well, it just got to the point where too many people knew, and some slip ups were made by myself, so we told them. Jess is super excited! I have been planning and planning and planning. I have been taught by the best, thank you April, and after our last Disney trip have tweaked this trip to try to catch anything we may have missed the first time. I mean planned. The day I could make dining reservations, they were done. Of course when free dining came out and I had to switch a few days, I had to switch a few reservations. For the most part, everything is still holding up well. Three days figuring out what parks which days, 2 hours on the phone with Disney changing reservation days for free dining, 2 hours on the computer figuring out where to stay the 2 days before that kicks in (couldn't change our Very Merry Christmas Party ticket days), 10 plus hours sitting on my bed (almost straight) doing fastpass plus magic band fast pass times on 2 separate computer while using the map on the ipad, and hours and hours more digging on the rides and height limits and quick service menus and locations. I think I might have driven D nuts a few times! What parks have what parades, did we set the Candlelight thing..yes ok, great! What time are the parades, which princess is where and what time, Oh my...the Dwarfs are only there for the VMCP?! Well, we have to get those in! I've got extra built in time in each set of 2 hours,but for the most part we have each day planned out by hour and halves. We'll be close to here so we'll eat here so we don't have to trek to the other side of the park... I know (logically) that some people don't like to plan out there trips to the extreme like this. I, however, feel alot better. When it's six people, two of them who are picky on food and two who have nap times I feel like this might be best for us. Hit some of the big rides they can't go on when they'll be passed out in the middle of the day in the stroller, stuff like that. As the days get closer I'll probably blog more about stuff we didn't get to do the first time around ( I feel like looking back I was totally unprepared for that trip) and who's excited about what. For my sanity, I might just post our schedule somewhat in a blog. (Did one last time that just had what park we were going to and what days...and totally left it at home) At least if it's on here (which no one but mom really reads) I can look it up if I forget the written one!! Eight park days, One down day (Downtown Disney, swimming, and all around lounging), and One still driving Mickey's Very Merry Christmas Party day. Then the drive home. So about 11 days total, guess 11 1/2 days since we are leaving on the 9th and coming home on the 20th. 42 Days. FORTY-TWO DAYS. And then we leave to go see this...

My mom.

I decided that before I move on to more obsessing topics, I'd take a min to explore the wonderment that is my mom. As I was talking to her the other day on the phone, she is more than stuck in the sandwich generation. She didn't understand what that meant, and then I explained. I understand that for the most part it means you take care of (most of the time live with too) you, an older generation and a younger generation. Like a parent as well as your own children. Well, mom's got a huge sandwich going on! She takes care of her, has to take care of my dad, she takes care of me (alot more than she should), my kids (above and beyond normal grandma spoiling), and recently her aunt. We call her Aunt Margie, but she is technically my mom's aunt. Although we don't live with her, some days it might be more convenient for her if we did. NO MOM, we're not moving...don't panic. Although I have been begging her to help me learn how to sew lately...I really wish I knew how so I could sew her her own superhero pink sparkly cape! I think she totally deserves something fabulous and fitting to the status in my mind she has. And all the while doing it with issues of her own. She never tells me when she's truly not feeling bad, I have to listen to her voice when talking to her or it's when I'm dropping off a kid or picking one up I see how just in need of a rest she needs. Ok....so the woman needs a fabulous super hero name too...SUPER NANA?? Huh, I'll work on that... In the meantime, I will just be amazed at just how cool my mom is, dedicated, loving, super forgiving, and all around fabulous. No one can build a fort like her, cook like her (in my opinion), be silly dance and sing like her, organize some of the trickiest moments of life like her, or be patient when I would have long ago blown up. Although I wish I could be more like my mom, I know I never will be. My one of a kind mom is all heart, and she shows it all day every day. WONDER NANA??? Eh...maybe I'll see what Landon says about the super name. So, as she heads to Aunt Margie's today to clear out years, and years, of stuff and organizing, I wish her the best of luck. And for the love of everything HOLY, please please please don't overdo it. But I know you will anyway! Really...where's a super hero name app when you need it?! As a true child of a super hero I will leave with this...*My mom is better than your mom...Neener neener neener!! ;)

I have missed this!

Confession: I have really missed blogging. The only reason why I ended up stopping was my mom said they were too depressing. Well, guess that's how I was feeling at the time.

House update: We have done the bedroom in a green, that I am completely in love with. Love having all the guitars on the wall too. No joke. Love love love my bedroom. We also redid the kitchen walls too, oh and ceiling. No more wallpapered ceiling...in there anyway! It is now a great shade of red that I love. Not as much as the bedrooom, but it's a huge step up from where it was!

Family update: I am blessed that I will be an aunt again. My newest nephew is set to arrive in a few months and I can't wait! And...thanks to April (who is like family) I get to buy pink stuff for her girl coming not too far after my new nephew!

What prompted my wonderful and fabulous return to blogging was to vent (some, mom, just some) and not tire everyone (especially Dennis) out about this Disney trip we have coming up...in less than 45 days!!! So exciting!!!

Just this past week, we celebrated my youngest baby turning 2 (in Disney years he is still Guests of Mickey, awesome right?!?) and my only daughter turning 13. Yes, a teenager. And I am not freaked out. Like I told Mom and April I am ready for her to be driving. I am beyond ready for her to be able to drive to the store for milk, or that last min posterboard for a last min project they have to have done by tomorrow that they've known about for 2 weeks. Bring on the driving (and wine)!!!! We must have ordered a sh*tload of pizza too, we ended up having almost 6 leftover!! A few people didn't show...for reasons that thoroughly upset me. A stuffed cat that wasn't done?! And you'll see how you were getting around? Well, see you  made it the the wedding the next day just fine...and the bar. Priorities are what they are I guess, and it hurt my feelings. No one likes that. :( But Isaac loved having everyone sing to him, and Jess loved that fact that Justin dressed up as Finn for her Adventure Time party!

As Halloween approaches, I am feeling the need to get crafty. Yes, this crazy thing happens to me when I get close to fall and winter holidays. I want to make stuff. Craftsy, artsy fartsy stuff. So look out, people!! Ya never know what you'll get for Christmas this year!! And it seems that I am rubbing off on the awesome hubby. Oh yes... he is getting craftsy too! Cause we always need another guitar, am I right?!?!

Well, I have to go for now...Jess needs help with math homework. More on the Disney craziness tomorrow... 45 days...45 days.....

The next project...

Well...the bathroom is finally done! I think it looks like a bumble bee exploded in there...but it's done. And while I don't care for it too much Dennis likes it, and it looks alot better than with all that wallpaper in it! Think for our next project we will be doing the bedroom walls. They are all a neutral white, except one. Wall paper from ick. With matching wallpaper border. Ew. I'm kinda nervous about doing the bedroom. Think the color will be fine and I hope it tones down, and seems to compliment, the bathroom. I'm worried about these guitars. D is going to get some of the cases down, and we are just gonna put them on the dining room table...but keeping 8 guitars safe from 4 kids and two dogs won't be easy while we are doing the room. I'm worried about the carpet too. I'm not the neatest painter ever, but God willing it's gonna look great!!! I'm so excited that we've finally been able to start changing stuff on the house. We're not able to do some small stuff (like getting rid of the gold faucets in the bathroom) or major stuff like doing something with the pond ( no clue what to do with it anyway) but it's starting to get a bit more personalized. I was thinking about doing the kitchen absolutely last, but I don't think so anymore. It feels like I'm in there more than anywhere else ,so maybe sooner rather than later...after our room, I think we are going to do the kids' rooms (anyone have a really tall ladder I can borrow?) then the kitchen. So, bumble bee yellow in the bathroom and upcoming Garden Katydid in the bedroom. Wish me luck and this time I'm going to remember to take pictures!!

The end of the bathroom tunnel!

Oh Lord, thank you! I can see the end of the bathroom wall tunnel!!! After peeling the wallpaper, scraping off all the paste, priming, and lastly today painting...it's almost done!!! Dennis picked out the color (which I am still on the fence about), and we had some oopsies...(had to go to Lowe's twice to get stuff for the potty cause we broke it), and spray painting all the light fixtures (cause I'm kinda over all the gold) has got my nerves all messed up. When you have as many people in the house as we do...a bathroom that's not usable is not a good thing. BUT! Last coat of paint is drying as I type and then peeling the tape, put potty back together, hook lights back up, and then clean. Whew! It will be done tonight and I can't be more excited to not have to look at that crappy wallpaper anymore!! Makes me even more motivated to move on to the next room...which will be our bedroom...eek. I am a little nervous about picking out the color..even though we already agreed on one, because like I said I'm not so sure about the bathroom color. But Dennis picked it out, and I'm holding out final judgement for when it doesn't look like a catastrophe zone. :) I am kinda upset that I didn't take a before photo, for before and after pics..but I am for sure going to everywhere else!

Diving into home improvement!

Shortly after New Years, I decided that it was time that my middle boy learned to go "big potty". Since it has been a while since I have dealt with that (10 years) we did some research. No diaper weekend. And Landon has done so well with it! I'm so proud of my pumpkin! So, Saturday when he was going big potty, I was getting restless. Carol got me some wallpaper scraping stuff and money for paint for Christmas, and spur of the moment....wallpaper started coming down in my bathroom. At first when I decided there was no way this money was going for anything else but paint, I got excited. I've lived with this ugly ass wallpaper everywhere for too long! I knew going in it was going to be hard, but was Dennis and I kept peeling away the top layer, leaving the paste layer, I was getting more and more motivated. I am scared though, I do not have patience, and want to not try to rush it or get in over my head too much. And I totally did not plan on starting in the bathroom. I am in scraping hell right now though. But with every little bit that comes off I am happy that it's coming down. Seriously....WHO PUTS WALLPAPER ON THE CEILING??!?! We not only have it on the ceiling in the bathroom but also in the kitchen. All the top layer is off in the bathroom, and about 1/4 of the paste is down. It does look like we are going to have to fix some holes and smooth some places out before we can paint, and I am so not good at that, but honestly (and if you have seen this wallpaper, you know) that even with TONS of bumps, waves, depressions, and other issues...it's still going to be alot better once it's painted!!! I'm hoping to have the bathroom done by the end of January (Mom's birthday). I'm trying to be realistic about when it gets done, and I'm working on it whenever I get a few minutes or Dennis is home and can watch the kids...especially now that Landon is sans diapers. My plan is to attack our bedroom next, the Jessica's room, Brandon's room, then the kitchen. I'm hoping to be to the kitchen by April or May. On top of keeping busy...this project is also making me realize that there are muscles in my back I had no idea existed!

New Year Resolutions!

While planning our New Years party, resolutions kept creeping in my head. Should it be lose weight this year? I haven't ever been extremely motivated to lose weight. Should I try to quit smoking this year? Last time I tried that, I was horribly mean to everyone and don't really want to go back there. Be more positive. YES! Let's write that down somewhere! Maybe a post it on the mirror. The more party planning I get into, the more stuff comes to me...try harder to keep the friendships that are slipping away? Those that were once good friends slip into friend then into acquantaince? That one I've got to think about some more. Why put more effort into something that isn't getting any in return? Yep, let's think on that some more. Spend more time with my daughter!!!! Ooooo, that's a good one!!! Although she's here and I'm here, we are both mostly in two different worlds. She's always "plugged in" to something..IPad, TV, IPhone, whatever. I'm either cooking, cleaning, changing a diaper, or dealing with the little kids. I need time just for my girl, so I'm going to make it happen. Teach the kids to play canasta. YES! Found another good one! This one might take the help of Mom, cause I don't have a super amount of patience, but the big kids are old enough to learn. Let the competitiveness begin!  The card. There's my number one resolution. We are going to get as close as possible to paying off this card. I have played around with all of the numbers and it's possible. IT'S POSSIBLE. I can have this card that is killing me paid off by New Years next year. That is so exciting to me I can't even describe it. The sun, moon, planets have to align just right it seems, but it's possible!!!  We might have to eat Ramen two nights a week or something, but I have got to get this thing paid off. I can do it!!! And it would be such a stress reliever on Dennis and I want that for him. SO!
1. Pay off credit card.
2. Spend more, alot more, time with Jess.
3. Teach the big kids to play canasta.
4. Be more positive. Already started (I've edited most of the neg out of this blog already! Twice.)
I hope everyone has a great New Year's and a fabulous (super sparkly) 2013!!!